I get to go home today. I don't think you understand how excited this makes me.
I keep worrying about not living in the same area my parents and grandparents do after the wedding and after school and stuff. I want to go out and live in Alaska, and there aren't many big gaming companies in Oklahoma, but still. It's the whole I-want-my-mom-to-always-be-within-like-an-hours-drive-from-me thing, like she's got with her mama (my Nana).
Is that considered selfish or childish? Being afraid of moving away from your family even though I will be starting a family of my own with an amazing, God-fearing man, something that I have dreamed about for years? Or is this fear normal?
It's too early for my brain to be trying to process things like this.
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